still whining

i feel kind of grumpy. i usually dont mention my birthday until after its happened – avoid posting and stuff. but i mentioned it before and on my birthday and the only people who said happy birthday to me online were 3 friends from icq – two i expected to hear from anyways. 🙁

i guess i shouldnt be surprised – this is me. care factor is low or non-existent. and lets count the presents. hmm……zero. excellent. but i wasnt expecting any anyways. but it just adds to the grumpiness.

i think i will have a heart attack – or at least cry like a baby – the year someone i actually care about makes a fuss about my birthday. work doesnt count. they do that for everyone.