i have been avoiding the tv for obvious reasons tonight. Last night at mums i was watching this weird thing on sbs – most of the time there was no picture but just sound from that day. But then it would flash little scenes…like when people were jumping from the towers. And then part of the sound stuff was messages people on planes had left to their loved ones.

Two years and I still cant watch or even look at pictures from that day without being horrified. I cant look. I dont want to see it. It upsets me a lot.
I think the reason I get so upset about it far more than any of the myriad of awful things that happen to people is that I can easily imagine being the passengers on those flights or workers in those buildings.

And the way the media like to keep showing those awful moments over and over. I hate it. I wish they would show some sensitivity.