it scares me when people read my blog and think i am interesting. i am the biggest, most boring dork i know. i dont understand why people dont mind being my friend in real life. what is wrong with the planet? are they all insane? or is my deep seated fear true – that i am really like Truman in the Truman show and everyone i see who looks at me on the street are actually people who have won a role as an extra on The Rebecca Show???

yes – insanity is just spewing from me lately. i am losing it. this is what happens when you dont have a proper holiday for over a year!!

fuck – i am soooo going to book myself tickets to maifest next week just so i HAVE to go! i’ll have no other choice! cant waste all that money!! and if people are gonna be stalking me then lets just forget about cosplaying! i dont want to go into wild descriptions of cosplay costumes and have people jump me while i am there! *shakes in fear* i cant even wear my bunny hat now!!!!!! T.T