okaaaaay. i’ve told you guys about my eyes before. newbies wouldnt know because it was a while ago. i have this funky degenerative eye thing called kerateconus – which means my corneas – the clear squishy bit at the front of your eyes – its not curved nicely like it should be – but shaped more like a cone. some people might get lucky and the degeneration may slow or stop, and others will continue to get worse. at the moment mine is still getting worse. if it gets bad enough the only way to fix the problem is to get a cornea transplant. EEK!

anyways – the best way to describe how i see things – even with glasses – is to say i see ghosts of things – i am searching my weblog right now for an image i created that sort of shows how i see things. ah!! here is the post and the image –

the ghosting is more pronounced now than when i did this pic…

anyways – i dont know if my eyes are worse and are the main thing that is causing my headaches or my headaches are making my eyes worse – but now the ghost effect is going sideways as well – for example – see the dashed lines below each post? well when my head is feeling really bad instead of the ghosting being below or above the line – its going sideways so it looks like there are faint dashes between the normal ones. my headache isnt so bad now (3 panadol in one hit! actually worked somewhat – a miracle) and the dahses look normal….well as normal as my eyes get….but this morning – it was all wacky!!!!!