i wonder if helen razer is still out there blogging it to the world. i still have her old blog linked in my side bar because i havent the heart to take it down. i miss her style of blogging. i also miss jem. i wonder if she is still a gaming fiend. and how her lil’ girl is doing.
if you guys still drop by please say hi – or email me…or something.

i also miss my best friend. i wonder how she is. i wonder if her dad still lives where he used to. maybe i will check the phone book tonight and see. give him a call and see if he has nicks current contact details.
though i worry – we’ve been out of touch so long…what if something bad has happened to her and i dont know. i am such a pessimist at times…
i also worry that we’ve probably grown apart a lot. me – i am still as obsessive and dork-ass as ever. last time we spoke she had been married over a year and had been living overseas and just moved back to melbourne. who knows what she’s up to now. despite all her denials when we were teenagers she could have kids by now. i just dont know.

i am depressing myself here……i will shut up.