the last few days – and for the next few days i am making a concerted effort to not watch/look at any of the September 11 stuff on tv, newspapers etc.
it makes me angry the way the media is trying to sensationalise it. i hate how they keep playing the shots of the plane crashing into the building or the towers falling. as if anyone who saw it could forget – i stayed up almost all night watching it on tv when it really happened. i dont want to forget how awful it was. so i refuse to watch the medias shit over and over and over again because all it does is make people desensitised to it.

some newspaper in sydney has been having these ads about how they are going to have poster sized images from the day and everytime i hear the ad i am there going ‘why the fuck?’ how much of a morbid fuck would you have to be to want them? i think the media are truly fucking insane sometimes…..

i might watch some of the stuff on the day – i assume they are having ceremonies and stuff – i might be able to sit through that without wanting to throw something at the tv. but i hope they make it about the people who died and their families – and not more rhetoric about needing to get osama bin laden and co. i so sick of that crap.