yeah – so since sunday nite its been an ever increasing pain in the foot. left work early today to go to the doctors and all he gave me was some antibiotics incase the infection has already gotten nasty and some stuff called Betadine to dab on the wound. nothing about tryng to get rid of the stupid thing. he has given me a doctors certificate that would let me have tomorrow off but i would feel really shitty about not going in just because my foot is sore when there is a heap of work to do. though the sight of me trying to walk is a good laugh for people.

i banged my toe a few times tonight and when i was walking from the car to the house i tripped twice and it hurt so much i started crying. usually i try to cry as quietly as possible but couldnt this time. and dad was asking me what was wrong but when i cry like that i cant breathe enough air to actually speak. not good.

anyways – mum babied me for most of the evening which was kinda nice see as though she’s been sick too.

but fuck my foot hurts right now – i think i might try and OD on panadol……