well i havent been online since friday – how wrong is that? i didnt even look at anything good at work. what is the world coming to? well that truly is a statement to be pondered…clearly the world is coming to shite. big steaming piles of it. its so depressing. why cant things be good? good could perhaps lift me out of my funk. but all i have is crap. yucky evil world getting worse. why do i bother getting up in the morning anyways? whats the point?